Chester Bennington Suicide Note

Kiiara, the singer featured on LINKIN PARK's song 'Heavy', has written an emotional note to band's frontman Chester Bennington, saying that she 'cannot stop crying' every time she is reminded that he is 'no longer here.'

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'Heavy' was the first single from LINKIN PARK's latest album, 'One More Light', which came out in May. The track featured Kiiara trading verses with Bennington over what was described by Rolling Stone magazine as 'a sparse but nimble pop groove of swirling synths and rapt percussion.'

Kiiara, whose real name is Kiara Saulters, addressed Bennington's suicide in a message shared to her social media. The 22-year-old singer wrote: 'I don't know what to say. This doesn't feel real. I'm waiting for someone to call and tell me you're still here. I am devastated and confused. I cannot stop crying every time I'm reminded that you're no longer here.

'Chester, you brought an energy to every room and somehow made every moment, no matter what it was, seem carefree. You brought this lightness with you. There was never a dull moment. You'd find a way to make everyone laugh. Like that day in rehearsals, you sang 'Heavy' in pretty much every accent I can think of.

'The other night, I felt so off like a sixth sense. I woke up in the middle of the night and the phone rang. When I walked over to pick it up, I almost fell a couple times and when I tried picking up the phone, I kept shaking uncontrollably while I was trying to answer it. When I was holding it, it was like I was struggling. It was like I felt a fraction of your pain. And the more I think about this, I guess that was your way of saying goodbye, your way of telling me to hold on.

'My heart is in a million pieces. I miss you so much. I love you.

'My thoughts and prayers are with you, your family, the guys, their families, the team, every one of your fans and more. Rest in peace. See you on the other side.'

'One More Light' featured a major shift in direction toward a pop sound from a band which had previously been known for harder music.

Bennington's body was discovered Thursday morning (July 20) by an employee at the musician's Palos Verdes Estates home.

The 41-year-old's body was hanging from a belt on a bedroom door inside the house in the 2800 block of Via Victoria, Ed Winter, spokesman for the L.A. County medical examiner-coroner, said on Friday. A half-empty bottle of alcohol was found in the room, though it was not near his body, Winter said.

A suicide note was not found, Winter said.

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Winter said an autopsy was pending, and that toxicology tests were also likely to be carried out.

Bennington struggled with drugs and alcohol for years. He had said in the past he had considered committing suicide because he had been abused as a child by an older male.

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Chester Bennington’s death due to suicide has shocked everyone that knew him. He had one of the best voices in rock, and his meaningful songs with his band Linkin Park provided solace to many souls in the last two decades. However, it is not clear yet what compelled him to take this extreme step.

In the last few months, death has scored a double whammy. First, Chris Cornell, and now Chester Bennington, the lead singer of the rock band Linkin Park. Linkin Park is an American rock band from Agoura Hills, California, who achieved worldwide success with their debut album Hybrid Theory in 2000.

Since then, they have released several chart-topping albums like Meteora, Minutes to Midnight, A Thousand Suns, Living Things, A Hunting Party, and the latest called One More Light. Bennington sang lead vocals on each of these albums which elevated Linkin Park to cult status all over the world. People are shocked to know of Bennington’s sudden demise and are asking, “How did Chester Bennington die?”

According to reports, Chester Bennington’s cause of death is suicide by hanging himself at his home in Palos Verdes Estates, California.

Battling His Addictions

The obvious question on everybody’s lips is, “Why did Chester Bennington kill himself?” At this moment, there is no confirmed reason why Bennington took this extreme step to end his own life. But once the authorities complete their investigation, more details are expected to be revealed.

Bennington had been struggling with a drug and alcohol addiction for years, and this was the breeding ground for several of the band’s groundbreaking hit songs. In May 2017, he had been in an optimistic mood. He had posted several positive tweets including one about him being artistically inspired and said, “Feeling very creative this last one week. I’ve written six songs, and I’m happy with all of them. Just getting started.”

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Chris Cornell’s Death Shook Him

People are trying to come to terms with this tragedy and are searching for any probable reasons why Bennington would take his own life. Chester Bennington’s death has come so close to the death of Chris Cornell, another famous rock singer. Cornell’s suicide, also by hanging himself, had weighed heavily on Bennington’s mind.

Bennington had posted his feelings on social media and wrote,“I can’t imagine a world without you in it. I pray you find peace in the next life.” He had performed Leonard Cohen’s classic song “Hallelujah” at Cornell’s funeral and was sad over his friend’s untimely demise.

Traumatic Childhood Experiences

Although it is not confirmed, Chester Bennington’s suicide could also have been the result of the long-term effects of sexual abuse in his childhood. Bennington had described his childhood as unhappy due to his parent’s divorce when he was 11 years-old, and the frequent sexual abuse he suffered at the hands of an older friend.

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According to Bennington, the molestation started when he was seven or eight years of age and continued until he was 13 years-old. When speaking about this horrific episode in his life, Bennington said, “It destroyed my self-confidence. Like most people, I was too afraid to say anything. I didn’t want people to think that I was gay or that I was lying. It was a horrible experience.” Considering the depression and pain that sexual abuse causes in the victim, it could have been a contributing factor in Chester Bennington’s suicide.

A Troubled Soul

So far, there is no information on when Chester Bennington’s death photos will be released. And right now, Bennington’s family, friends, and fans are numb with grief over the loss of a talented artist who was in the prime of his life.

Bennington’s voice resonated with an entire generation all over the world. He channeled his angst into music and put it out there for everyone to hear and see. His characteristic screaming voice brought solace to many troubled hearts but not his own. In the end, it was just easier for him to say goodbye than to stay and suffer the pain.

May you rest in peace Chester Bennington.

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